Wow. A LOT has happened since the last time I updated this. I must give an extremely brief recap in case anyone cares. EXTREMELY brief. And I am going to forget a lot.
-I was dangerously close to being expelled from school.
-I was banned from my prom, the band, and the Spring Musical.
I can't even begin to describe how much of my heart I put into the band and the play... to lose those things makes me feel absolutely pathetic.
-I joined WSJS, my school's TV program. Right now I'm a substitute anchor, but I'm working on getting my own segment together. I haven't actually filled in as an anchor yet. Instead I've been interviewed multiple times for things I had nothing to do with, which is fun and funny.
-Jesus Christ, I was the band leader and now I'm not even in band.
-I worked my ass off to get a lead, now I'm not even in the play. I stay at rehearsals anyway and watch, cuz I can't pull myself away.
-I was backstabbed by someone that I cared deeply about. Even if she was "just a friend" and nothing more, what she did still would have been wrong, dishonest and selfish. I am an extremely forgiving person, yet I will never forgive this girl, ever. I don't care how "sorry" she is. You can't be truly sorry for something that you think isn't even that big of a deal...
-We had a surprise party for Trotta's 18th and it was an amazing night. Not only did I get to see Trotta be so happy, but I met awesome new people.
-As horrible as my life has been lately, it could have been a lot worse. I felt like dying at points. Yet I pushed through, and after this past weekend, I'm starting to feel a lot better. A lot of the negativity is dwindling finally and I feel like I'm making some really important connections with things. I'm learning more than I ever have.
-My friends that got in trouble with me are gonna do something fun for prom. It'll beat prom with a stick fosho. My awesome Uncle Steve got banned from his Prom too.
- \m_
-I realized that as much as I HATE having people feel sympathy for me, the people that are nice enough to care deserve my gratitude, and not an attitude.
I'll end this entry with that fresh rhyme ^.