Yeesh

Bizzare mix of emotions. Excitement and gratitude offset temporarily by confusion and disappointment, or maybe just more confusion. I've felt physically weird the past two days and hate my job. My recording business is going extremely well and hopefully we'll be down there recording next week. It is so typical of my life that once I finally have all my shit up and running and I'm feeling confident, Behringer sends me directions for the headphone mixer in every single known language besides English. Had my school taught me French 3&4 this may have not even been an issue. However, this is the only thing setting me back and I'm sure my Dad will be able to help with it (not because of any kind of language knowledge he has, but because of his musical/recording knowledge). I'm proud to say that he really has barely helped me at all up to this point and with the help of my friends like Mike Scionti I've been able to figure this complicated shit out on my own. As far as my personal life, I don't know what the hell is going on. I don't know why things can never just be natural, but I guess that's reality. I don't know if I'm being smart or dumb or what but I do know that whoever is reading this has no idea what I'm talking about so I'll stop.