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Last night was fun, me and James made some music, which should be up by next weekend after I figure out how to edit and master in my new program. Overall I'm happy with my equipment and only had a few problems, which I figured out how to fix afterwards so it's all good. As exciting as recording is, it's stressful and quite often a pain in the ass.
I'm not sure what I need right now, not sure how to handle myself or go about my business. Completely stumped. I guess I just need to spend as much time with my amazing friends as possible and focus my mind on getting this recording shit together. I really don't know what else I can do. I've written my ass off lately if that's a positive result of this whole reversal of direction that I have to get used to. If I'm being 100% honest, I'm really frustrated and feel really stuck but I know that what's meant to be will be.

I wish I could fall asleep and not wake up until February 15, the day that the Bomb the Music Industry! cd "Scrambles" comes out. Then once I'm done listening to that I'll go back to sleep and I'll wake up and there will be an incredible producer who lives down my basement and doesn't have to pay rent because he's producing our music and he knows exactly what I want without even having to tell him. And when I wake up, it'll finally be okay to act the way I feel and not hold myself back and I can relax again. Patience is a virtue fosho.